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Skipping Paradise

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Verse

The year twenty twenty’s gone so fast
And hasn’t it been just such a blast
It’s not like there’s this enormous death toll
Those lives meant nothing to that awful troll
And we’ve all gain a bit of a quarantine belly
From sitting all day in front of the telly
Now we’re all just waiting for New Year’s Day
Like that’s gonna change the world in any way

Chorus

So we’ll be skipping paradise this year
Now let’s all get up and dance and cheer
Who needs to be sipping cocktails on sandy beaches
When you could be on the couch with political speeches
Or get dressed to go out and leave your room
If you could binge on Netflix like you always do
So we’ll be giving up the sun til there’s a vaccination
Hopefully then we’ll be able to go on vacation

Verse

There’s no more travelling to exciting new places
You can meet new people but only half their faces
Oh my gosh you can finally get laid
Just think of all the money you’d save
But if sarcasms not your way of life
Then leave this place turn out the light
Because if all you assholes could see me now
You’d probably go blind somehow

Chorus

So we’ll be skipping paradise this year
Now let’s all get up and dance and cheer
Who needs to be sipping cocktails on sandy beaches
When you could be on the couch with political speeches
Or get dressed to go out and leave your room
If you could binge on Netflix like you always do
So we’ll be giving up the sun til there’s a vaccination
Hopefully then we’ll be able to go on vacation

Bridge

This is the year
To let yourself go
Your bikini doesn’t fit
And you ran outta dough
But it’s ok
You know
To just be happy
You didn’t do blow
Or if you did do it
Who am I to judge, so

Chorus

We’ll be skipping paradise this year
Now let’s all get up and dance and cheer
Who needs to be sipping cocktails on sandy beaches
When you could be on the couch with political speeches
Or get dressed to go out and leave your room
If you could binge on Netflix like you always do
So we’ll be giving up the sun til there’s a vaccination
Hopefully then we’ll be able to go on vacation

Drama Queen

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Verse

I know sometimes that you feel down
Did you try a jog around town
Maybe if you ever left of your room
Everything wouldn’t be so doom and gloom
And if you drank more water you’d feel better
Then you could be a real go getter
No one believes you’d rather be dead
We know this feeling is all in your head

Chorus

Hey little girl why so blue
Everyone has it worse than you
So be quiet and don’t complain
This thing you’re feeling it’s not the same
If you gonna put yourself out there
For the entire world to stare
Then you could find yourself in a meme
Because no one likes a drama queen

Verse

So he slipped you a supplement
Learn to take a compliment
He likes the way you dress
You should’ve just said yes
I doubt he had to use any force
Maybe you’ve just got buyers remorse
You can’t be too dizzy to get out of bed
Because you know this feeling is all in your head

Chorus

Hey little girl why so blue
Everyone has it worse than you
So be quiet and don’t complain
This thing you’re feeling it’s not the same
If you gonna put yourself out there
For the entire world to stare
Then you could find yourself in a meme
Because no one likes a drama queen

Bridge

Oh no
Everyone’s so mean
He wouldn’t let me scream
Life’s not a dream
Don’t be a drama queen
So you were a lonely teen
And he ripped off your jeans
Life’s not a dream
Don’t be a drama queen

Chorus

Hey little girl why so blue
Everyone has it worse than you
So be quiet and don’t complain
This thing you’re feeling it’s not the same
If you’re gonna put yourself out there
For the entire world to stare
Then you could find yourself in a meme
Because no one likes a drama queen

I Choose Life

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Verse

If you could live one more day
What would it take you to stay
There’s more to life than getting out of bed
Take a look around get out of your head
You can’t just live til the end of the week
Then hit pause rewind and repeat
You can’t give up can give in
You gotta start living

Chorus

If there’s any hope
For a better day
If you can’t cope
Find a way
Your dreams can’t come true
If death comes for you
So choose to fight
I choose life

Verse

If you’re only wishing on a star
You won’t get very far
Your path isn’t fated
All good things to those who waited
The only way to get where you going
Is to believe without ever knowing
The happiest I’ve ever been
Came to me in a dream

Chorus

If there’s any hope
For a better day
If you can’t cope
Find a way
Your dreams can’t come true
If death comes for you
So choose to fight
I choose life

Bridge

If death comes a calling
Do you think you could stall him
This life is worth fighting for
What are you dying for

Chorus

If there’s any hope
For a better day
If you can’t cope
Find a way
Your dreams can’t come true
If death comes for you
So choose to fight
I choose life

If you could live one more day
What would it take for you to stay

Remember To Breathe

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Verse

I’ve got the devil riding shotgun
Imaginary friends aren’t so fun
It’s a crowded house up in here
With all the demons you should fear.

Take your bets on what’ll break me first
But I know I’ll make it through the worst
Because I’m stronger than I even know
And stubborn as all hell, so

Chorus

Remember to breathe
When you’re barely holding on
Remember to breathe
When everything goes wrong
Remember to breathe
Even when it’s all you’ve got
Even when you wish you’d stop
Remember to breathe

Verse

You get those voices in their cages
They can stay that way for ages
It’s all quiet til one breaks loose
Then they’ll be reaching for the noose

But you’ve got to get up stand your ground
Don’t let those demons hold you down
If there’s one thing that you should know
You’re strong enough too, so

Chorus

Remember to breathe
When you’re barely holding on
Remember to breathe
When everything goes wrong
Remember to breathe
Even when it’s all you’ve got
Even when you wish you’d stop
Remember to breathe

Bridge

In and out
It’s all you gotta do
One foot in front of the other
One day after another
In and out
Its all you really need
Let it bring you back to life
Let it aid you through the night
In and out
Remember

Chorus


Remember to breathe
When you’re barely holding on
Remember to breathe
When everything goes wrong
Remember to breathe
Even when it’s all you’ve got
Even when you wish you’d stop
Remember

breathes

Irrelevant

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I took a leap of faith
And you let me fall
I asked you for help
And you did nothing at all
You can throw out all the excuses
You didn’t know what I meant
But the truth I know deep down
Is that I am irrelevant

How could you just leave me to die
Every night I wonder every night I cry
But don’t worry I’ll be just fine
Every day I say it everyday it’s a lie

When you came to me when you tried to help
It was just too little too late
I can’t open up and let you in
The damage was done the scars were made
And all the wine can’t fix us now
If that’s even what you meant
Cause the truth I now deep down inside
Is that I am irrelevant

How could you just leave me to die
Every night I wonder every night I cry
But don’t worry I’ll be just fine
Every day I say it everyday it’s a lie

A little me would sit in my room
Just waiting to hear from you
I’d scream until I’m blue
But it’d never get to you
A little me would sit in my room
I’d scream until I’m blue
Just waiting to hear from you
And now where are you

How could you just leave me to die
Every night I wonder every night I cry
But don’t worry I’ll be just fine
Every day I say it everyday it’s a lie

That Moment

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The club is so hot I’m sweating through my dress
And the musics too loud it’s beating in my chest
Singing and swaying to the songs that we hear
Nothing else matters as we cheer
Then the lights come on and closing time starts to play
I always knew tonight was going to end this way
In the Uber ride home my head starts to clear
That moment has come that moment I fear

And as soon as I’m through the front door
I am all alone once more
And no matter how happy I think I am
It all comes crashing down again
There’s no more audience no need for a show
Only the bad thoughts that no one can know

Champagne on ice dressed to the nines
The rounds keep coming all night
And as we pub crawl down the street
We wake people from their sleep
Singing and dancing and slurring our words
Ours the only voices that can be heard
But then someone decides to call it a night
And I feel the silence reach out and grip me tight

As soon as I’m through the front door
I am all alone once more
And no matter how happy I think I am
It all comes crashing down again
There’s no more audience no need for a show
Only the bad thoughts that no one can know

My walls are down I am defenceless
That voice so loud leaving me senseless
You’re all alone because they all hate you
You cannot be loved no one will date you
Sooner or later the voice is gone
It fades away at the brink of dawn
But the scars made can’t be fixed with a smile
It just holds it at bay for a little while

As soon as I’m through the front door
I am all alone once more
No matter how happy I think I am
It all comes crashing down again
There’s no more audience no need for a show
Only those thoughts that no one can know

Alone

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I’m screaming, why can’t you see
I’m hurting, won’t you help me
You’ll bend over backward for everyone else
Do I even come close
There’s this perfect girl you want me to be
Do you know she isn’t me

All alone in my room
You know what to do
I’m crying
Why’d you leave me alone
When you should have known
I’m dying

I’m breathing, why’s it so hard
I’m screaming, will the healing start
Every smile starts to feel like a lie
Do you believe I’m fine
One day I’ll leave and you’ll never see me again
How will it end

All alone in my room
You know what to do
I’m crying
Why’d you leave me alone
When you should have known
I’m dying

I’m trying, I’m crying, I’m hurting, I’m dying
I’m trying, I’m crying, I’m hurting, I’m dying
I’m trying, I’m crying, I’m hurting, I’m dying
No more trying, no more crying, I’m dying

All alone in my room
You know what to do
I’m crying
Why’d you leave me alone
When you should have known
I’m dying

Love
Roxanne

Little Secret

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There’s a voice in my head
And it tells me bad things
I can’t repeat what it said
I’m a puppet on its strings
But I pray for wings
After its come and gone
All that’s left is a scar
And only I mourn
So sit back and laugh
At the girl with the broken heart

It’s our little secret
We can’t all be perfect
Filled with shame and regret
Is this as dark as it gets
It’s our little secret
We’re all a bloody mess
One you wish to forget
Is this as dark as it gets

I used to think it was my fault
That I was not good enough
It turned me cold
Like a don’t give a fuck
But it was all too much
I’m drowning in it
Why can’t you see
I’ve been through some shit
And I’m fighting to breathe
Where have you been

It’s our little secret
We can’t all be perfect
Filled with shame and regret
Is this as dark as it gets
It’s our little secret
We’re all a bloody mess
One you wish to forget
Is this as dark as it gets

I opened myself up
To a drunken mess
And either you forgot
Or you tried your best
I’m spiralling down
Now watch me bleed
I’m empty now
Why can’t you see me
Maybe you were better off
Without me

It’s our little secret
We can’t all be perfect
Filled with shame and regret
Is this as dark as it gets
It’s our little secret
We’re all a bloody mess
One you wish to forget
Is this as dark as it gets

Love
Roxanne

Empty Mind

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An empty mind
And a cold heart
Still I don’t stop
‘Til the bleeding starts
The moments gone
And I remain
What does this mean
Am I insane

The music’ s stopped
It’s quiet now
Too much goes on
Can’t keep it down
The night is dark
And dawn is near
What happens next
Is my worst fear

No more running
Can’t hide from this
The prof is there
With a red twist
Where it comes from
I couldn’t say
And when it goes
It fades away

The music’ s stopped
It’s quiet now
Too much goes on
Can’t keep it down
The night is dark
And dawn is near
What happens next
Is my worst fear

It’s getting colder
I can’t let go
It’s getting closer
Where can I go
It’s getting colder
I hope you know
I’m getting closer
Time to let go

The music’ s stopped
It’s quiet now
Too much goes on
Can’t keep it down
The night is dark
And dawn is near
What happens next
Is my worst fear

Love
Roxanne

Dawn

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Looking at you now I don’t know who you are
I never ever thought you would go this far
You could kiss every guy I have ever met
Cause if he’s not a frog I haven’t met him yet
I pick myself up and no ones there to catch me
And I will survive without you just watch me
You could take the spotlight from right under my feet
But my time will come so why don’t you have a seat

I’m always coming second best to first born
Left wandering the halls in the hours before dawn
I tried to keep up but you left me behind
You said you could change but did you even try

After all this time can you feel your crown slipping
I’ve finally seen all those lies you’ve been spinning
You took away my voice and made me feel small
But to everyone else you’re the belle of the ball
Who would want resting bitch face when they can have you
You’re easier to talk to and easier to screw
Everything’s broken now and you can’t fix it
But you were the one who did nothing but risk it

I’m always coming second best to first born
Left wandering the halls in the hours before dawn
I tried to keep up but you left me behind
You said you could change but did you even try

I can tell that you don’t know what you’ve done to me
So some day some how I’ll just have to make you see
I can see that you don’t know how deep you’ve cut me
Some day somehow I’ll just have to make you see

I’m always coming second best to first born
Left wandering the halls in the hours before dawn
I tried to keep up but you left me behind
You said you could change but did you even try

Love
Roxanne